What's Up! / 4 Non Blondes

I have been dipping into some of my favorite albums.

This band is at the top. I love her voice. I dream that I could have a voice like that, oh and the courage to sing, other than in a choir. I have a number of songs that I would sing just for my hubby. I'll just have to cherish him, singing for me.

Lately, many a nights, I have been in my bed staring at the ceiling wondering if I am ever going to go to sleep. My eyes and body are soo tired yet I don't sleep. I have run on, an average of 4hrs sleep, that gets interupted by my little ones. They both wake me up every night to get in my bed. They are 4 and 7. I don't get it.

So there I am, laying in bed crying to just get it all out, what's in my head. All though I am NOT 25yrs old, I often feel the struggle to get up that great big hill.

For all you other friends of mine, that are climbing your hill. I hope you can pray, step outside and even scream at the top of you lungs" whats going on?

"This song lifts me. Especially when I listen to it really loud in the car, when I am by myself so I can sing along at the top of my lungs. Then, I take that deep breath and take on another day climbing that hill to my destination.

My hill all though it is staggered with rocks and bumps, it is a wonderful hill to climb. It is full of faith, love, beauty, my husband, our children, our lives together all of which I love so much.